Friends .. and that same shit.

Its become obvious, ive lost more than half of the people I once saved a place for in my circle. But things happen and you have to learn to recognize the ones who are just there for a temp. visit. I guess the ones who were temporary..I wanted them to be solid. It didnt work to my liking. An who is to say that the people that are there now, are solid enough to be concrete. I mean just because I lost some, and there still here doesnt mean they are for good. I could lose them tomorrow with the drop of a dime, or quater...doesnt really matter what type just the fact that they will be gone has my head throbbing. But honestly Im use to being solo, alone, 1 Deep as most call it. So now I must observe and follow every detail .. dont let anything slip away from my eyes.. But why cant things be that simple? Huh? To just live through life with a handful of people who are just as true to you as you are to them? And its from birth to death, all of you, together.. Sharing stories and making laughs last.. But if that were true.. It wouldnt be life..

IGNORANCE AT LUNCH

So I was cheeling at school one morning, and I thought about a topic for a blog! lame ass MF
who start shit at west florida.. thats the school i attend by the way. and so I said that the full day I would observe all of the bullshit I could, and take note to add it to my blog later on..

So there is a lot of drama going around that school, a lot of bullshit.. Now I have been told
to stay out of it, because I dnt need another TEN DAYS! and another case on my hands..
So Im cheeling, but the shit is rediculous man! MFS at the school claim their "grown" and
shit, and on their "older than OTHERS" type shit, but in reality they even more ignorant than the MF that shitted em out! I watched, during lunch, the lamest arguement ive ever witnessed in my lifetime. Now im not talking down on one person in particular, no.. Im speaking on the whole situation because it HAD NO PURPOSE..

and dont you just hate when you walk away from the table and they start talking shit, but you
come back and you can hear crickets? WTF!

I say be about yo shit, at all times.. No matter what. now I had front row to this arguement, well not really an arguement, a bunch of ignorance.. an the MF who started all the shit was jus as quiet and was tryna put on that "ima angel and i love evb and i would never start drama" face.. and i wanted to beat that bitch ass !! , 1. because she messy and trifflin as hell and 2. cus she ugly as fuck! I feel like, if you gone talk shit, you gotta be a BADD MF. cus you can get checked and put in yo place..easily. Thats why I dnt talk shit, I let it happen. I let the hands speak instead of putting myself in deep shit that I cant get out of.

But the whole damn point of the ignorance was to make a scene and thats what happened.
I hate when someone talks SO MUCH SHIT and they get so FUCKING BOLD, but know they
cant bust a dmn grape if they wanted too. That pisses me off so much!

So to end this, I say.... BE ABOUT WHAT YOU SPEAK ABOUT :)